The Pains and Blessings of my Heart. 2

Everyone has blessings and pain:-
I believe all things are known and implemented by God for reason.
My blessings:-

My Faith, church, friends, monkey

and Job.

But your heart in a delecate thing, that has loads of places to hide pain and to disguise it.
We all have things that cause us pain weather it be something weve done, had done to us. Said to us, experienced, seen or heard. It is pain of the soul.

Everyone knows i love children. Also everyone knows i have God's heart for children, and when i bond with a child. I do with God's heart and it is Forever.
So to lose two and not know anything is deverstating, so my soul crys.

But God heals, he soothes the pain and helps you to deal with it and still keep a soft heart.
If i thought i would feel like this every time i looked after chilren i would be a mess and would give up. But God has placed this gift with children and his passion in me to be used to its full potential. To show his love, save the abandoned, sick, unloved and in need children.

So never give up even when its painful because your gifts and dreams are going to be amazing.

Live, Love and Learn.

I will always love Ebenezer and Danica but i wont always hurt thinking of them.

So another insight to the life of Foxy.

Sl8ter